A little about me, and why I'm doing this.

I do enjoy sharing the circumstances and events that occur to me on my Road Trips, but mostly...

I want to share what's inside me... my emotions, my intuitions, and my dreams...

With the hope of distracting and encouraging you to think outside the box.

We all need to be distracted and encouraged once in a while, don’t we?

If this distraction also brings enjoyment or entertainment to you… It will make me happy.

I hope you decide you want to get to know me.

I hope you decide you want to get to know me.
I would love to get to know you!
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I'm an open minded, honest, fun loving guy, who loves sharing … my insights, my experiences, and my opinions about life... other people … and anything else that jumps into my mind when I’m in (or out of) the saddle. Spirituality-YES. Religion-NO. Sexuality-YES. Politics-NO. Humor-ALWAYS.

THIS IS SHARON

THIS IS SHARON
My Student, My Mentor, My Soulmate.

May 23, 2013

"This is Why I am Here"


Eagles Nest - Angel Fire (New Mexico).  Finally, some pretty scenery.  I had just come over a pass… elevation 9,820 feet, and thru an area called Red River.  It was more than pretty actually.  It was gorgeous.  Just what I had envisioned when I'd thought about what the Rocky Mountains in northern New Mexico might look like… commanding… statuesque… elegant… and truly magnificent.  Next time I'm in the area I'm gonna make sure I'm feeling less in a rush, and stop and take more pictures.
I'd just come thru a spectacular area, and was getting ready to go thru some even more meaningful terrain…

I stopped at the side of the little one lane road I was on, at an old wooden bridge.  I drank the crystalline, sweet cold water from Coyote Creek, which wound it's way down this pristine little valley I had found.  I took a picture of the bridge, and filled my spare water bottle with it's nectar, and vowed to save it for a special occasion.

I drank the water like it was expensive champagne or fine cognac.  I took little sips and savored the flavor, keeping the taste in my mouth and in my memory for a long time.  I must've stood beside that bridge for 30 minutes… an eternity for me.  I had found the reason I'd chosen this particular route.  I was in heaven.  I need to go back to this bridge someday.  With a truckload of 5-gallon water bottles and an equally larger amount of time to spend there, rather than the measly 30 minutes I allotted myself on this day.

I had only gone around two or three bends in the road before I came up to another little wooden bridge… this one, with a car parked just past it, and three young 70 year old ladies standing at the middle of it.

I stopped next to them, right in the middle of the bridge, turned off Honey's engine, and took off my sunglasses.  They told me they'd stopped because when they'd passed me just minutes before and noticed me writing in my journal and realized they wanted to stop and enjoy the moment too.  They had been traveling for several days from the east coast and were almost to their turning back point in Santa Fe.  They asked me what I had written in my journal, and I told them the truth (I am looking at my journal while I type this)…  I had written the words, "This is why I am here."

There was not a mention of names between us, but the moment was very intimate.  One of them asked me where I was born and when I told her… "Just south of San Francisco."  She responded with a loud and proud, "I was conceived in San Francisco."  I came back with an equally loud and even more melodramatically proud, "I was conceived in the Grand Canyon" (which is true).

It was priceless, these few moments with these strangers from a different generation and from a different part of the Country.  Sometimes I think back and wish that I'd traded names and contact information, and then I remember… these are the moments that are supposed to be anonymous.  It's not the names or the numbers that make moments like this special.  It's something very difficult to express.

We stayed right there, talking in the middle of the bridge for at least 10 minutes, without me even getting off Honey.  I took a picture of them with their camera, but thinking back on it now, I purposefully chose not to take a picture of them, knowing but not realizing it at the time that I wanted to keep this part of my adventure as private and as special as possible.

Eventually a car came around the corner.  I took in a deep breath… let out a long, slow sigh… put on my sunglasses… fired up Honey… nodded my appreciation and respect to the old chicks on the bridge… and took off with a big smile of complete contentment and love in my heart.

I must go back to this area… an approximate 75-mile stretch from the north end of the Taos Loop… highway 434/ 38… from just north of Red River, south to Las Vegas (New Mexico).

"Glenn Kramer"


Glenn Kramer is one of my best and longest known friends.  We grew up together in a small central California coastal community called La Selva Beach, and except for a 15-year period when we ran in different circles after high school, have been close friends our entire lives.  He's my best client and one of my very best friends.  He loves me, and I do not take that lightly.

I have met only a small handful of individuals who have been able to maintain their love for me for more than a few years or so.  I am a very high maintenance individual.  Demanding of myself and of others, especially when I care about them.  Like my dear old mom used to say… "All I'm trying to do is help you to be perfect… just like me."

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It was at dinner that Glenn told me he'd decided to turn back.  I wasn't too surprised.  Disappointed yes, but not surprised.  I'd prepared myself for the very real possibility that Glenn was just not cut out for a cross Country adventure with someone like me.  There were no hard feelings, at least not on my part.

But the teasing and kidding I'd been giving him about his parking maneuver and his battle with heat stroke had taken its toll on him.  He wasn't happy and said he'd be heading back to spend a few days in Las Vegas the next morning.  Oh well, I'd done all my previous road trips solo so I was certainly not gonna let his lack of ability to laugh at himself, keep me from enjoying myself.

I felt bad that we were separating, but I hope he recovers from the drama & trauma of this trip, and decides to ride with me again someday.  Glenn and I have always had our differences, and will probably butt heads again… but in the end and from the heart… we are from the same Tribe, called:  "Brothers from different Mothers."
                                           
I wasn't more than 10 miles out of town before I'd completely gotten over the problem with my friend.  Glenn and I are close and we truly love each other, but our personalities are not very similar.  I'm better on my own.  I have yet to find anyone who can enjoy my company for more than a few days, without taking some time alone, or else suffer from some sort of insanity or other mental disorder.


"More About Me"


Welcome to another installment and opportunity for you to get to know me better, and hopefully also a chance for you to get to know yourself better at the same time.

For those of you who have not read any of my previous autobiographical action adventure stories… I will tell you… my stories are meant to serve three purposes: 

(1) To allow me to express my own thoughts and feelings, for the selfish reason of my own self-awareness and betterment.

(2) I hope some of you will perceive it as gift to you, to be able to become more aware of your own thoughts and feelings, in such a way that you may also gain personal insight and therefore benefit in some way, within yourself.                                  

(3) Simply for something to distract you for a while.

Although I have lived almost my entire life in this three dimensional world that we refer to as reality… I have also experienced brief moments in a completely different reality, and it is at these times when I feel most alive, nourished, and grateful to be alive.

I have chosen to use my three dimensional adventures, out on the open roads of our Country, as a vehicle to travel into the inner realms of the vastness which exists inside each of us.  Personally, I am most comfortable when I am exploring these regions of duality… the physical geography of the Country where my body thrives, and the emotional geography of my soul where my spirit resides.

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As soon as I turned over and saw the clock, I knew my four hours of rest was gonna have to do.  Over the years, I've learned to be able to tell the difference right away, between waking up and being able to go back to sleep, versus waking up and not.  I envy the people who can lounge in bed… waking up slowly… enjoying the semi dream state of that la la land.  Sometimes I can relax and enjoy this state of (semi) awareness, but typically once my brain starts turning… it's like a rollercoaster… an E ticket ride, as I like to say.

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It didn't take me very long to find my way back to The Grand Hotel (in Jerome, AZ).  I'd stopped there on my last trip thru the area, and had a great time… with the employees mostly.  Young college aged kids, with lots of good fun spirit.  I usually identify more with the younger generations than I do with my own.  So many of the people my age are just too old.

None of the kids that had been there during my last visit were there, but Jason the bartender told me he'd heard about me from Kayla and Matt, who weren't working that day.  I love it.  I have a reputation.  It's nice to know that once in a while, all my hard work and effort pays off.